a new hair a new me ♥

me previously

me-after 26th nov 2011

  os: i hope by changing new hairstyle i can change myself into a positive one as well ♥

I am scare =(

I am scare to be all alone in a place that i m not really familiar with....I will feel better to have more works to be done in that kind of place but just dun leave me free and never let me know what should and shouldnt i do...i feel so terrible..today at least is a better lonely day as i dun have much free time and i hope tomorrow as well...


once i check in...i will feel lost again...don't know what to do and don't know who to look for...



* God please help me to learn to overcome this kinda feeling..i know i should have take it well as this situation keeps happening in life *

just a short and random post =)

haven't updated my bloggie for quite some times and i have many things to be recorded down..but just feel so heavy to get my finger stuck on the keyboard....saturday n sunday is the only 2 days where i can really get a good rest and do whatever i want..had started my internship for 2 weeks and will share about all of them when i feel free to :D  got a new phone as my advanced bday present so i guess can take more better pictures ....

o.s: i just miss the time in kampar so much..lotsa  free time =(

Music is a LEADER♫♫

♫♫♪♫♫♪ do re mi fa so la ti....do ti la so fa mi re do....

I was stressed for the final and yet MUSIC leads me out from the dark stress world!! i feel so good after get to listen to some nice songs and wonderful voices!
I truly in love with music since i was 4...piano, organ i learned from young.but to be true, i really don't have much potential, i can't play like the pianist did...but no matter how, my interest towards music will still never be demolished. MUSIC makes my day and my world ♥♥

I am currently fall in love with the singing contest--华人星光大道!!worth your time to watch it ;-) !!

~~~♥♫♪♪♪♪♪♫♪♫♫♪♥♫♪♪♪♪♪♫♪♫♫♪♥♫♪♪♪♪♪♫♪♫♫♪~~

Blacky day !! =(

Day before yesterday suppose to be a happy for me as i bought many blouses ... and i did take lotsaa photo to share, however...my stupid pinky phone broke down =( it broke in the time when I am broke...darn it =((  so i decided not to repair until i have my nx pocket money or hopefully i will get a new one before have to wait til my 21st bday =( but is it possible?? possibility---> unknown.




*no more photos to be shared till i get it repaired i suppose sobs..  :'( * and using a phone which i really dun like. GOSH!!!!

Goodbye :'-)

Life is so unpredictable and one may leave u anytime. that's what happened in the last Monday. though I am not too close to her but still she treated me good and i feel real bad for not attending the funeral. I am sorry and Goodbye aunty :'-) may u live well in other world. REST IN PEACE.

and to my dear...stay strong ya ^^ I love you

Take a deep breathe♥

though i have not been working very hard for all those works that come to me, however, i still feel like i m overload and feeling suffocating =( so this is the only place where I can take a deep breathe in the late night * or before dawn*





* Taka a deep breathe and you will find out everything is not as bad as you tought
* Take a deep breathe and you will realize this world is still amazing with the imperfectness
* Take a deep breathe and you will know there's someone who always be with you
* Take a deep breathe and you can feel that  there are so many people that care for you
* Take a deep breathe .................... and you will realize of many things that you wouldn't give a damn to think of  in your life


***Take a deep deep breathe and you will know you are the lucky princess that surrounded by all your beloved one ♥♥  **

Learn to appreciate and be happy with what you have---> another important lesson that I am learning * though i did complaint alot..LOL*

hmmmm......haaaa....lets take a deep breathe...o yea :D


                  

Dream...remains as a dream

I am a girl who dare to dream but have no guts to make it into reality..

 i guess most of the girls would dream to be dressing up gorgeously and to go for a photo shooting. Me as well, envy those who took part in those pageant or whatever contest that make them some chances to get to go for different kind of photo shooting with those sponsored outfit, though you don't own them but at least you have the chances to put them on.

Now I understand, taking part in the contest is not mainly about the popularity, undeniable there is some element in it, as well as those prizes, however. the most important is the experiences that you gained....i guess it will be extremely wonderful, the way to keep your young times memory :D

Nevertheless, I just don't have any gut for it,  no confidence...so what can i do,  is just to be ENVY all time..   :'-)  

♥my SISTA's big day♥

23/7----> its not her official birthday..but we got her pre - celebration as we are unable to back on her birthday..so decided to give her a surprise =) *was cheating her that no more else will be coming and no birthday cake...and she kept on asking for a cake..and said that i "mei cheng yi" aahahaha

That's wat me, king kong, and wye hong get for her...cheng yi enough ad rite sei dog?? =)

ahahaha..she said she love the cakes so damn freaking much ♥

eeee....dirty dog with a dirty nose ahaha :P

happy like a kid =)

dadadaa...whose hand was this?? hoho..not me not me =)

why is my sista so ugly huh...wondering..hmmm....

is mEEE!!!!! but y i look so fat   =(((

happy early bday ♥ love u♥♥

dao kao min..ahahah

look like a child..hmmm...acting cute...

so called husband and wife which ask for divorce all the while...lol

we are besties ♥

choc key for you...♥♥

Since the night was still young...so continue with a movie "wu xia" erm...suppose to be nice, story should be nice but the storyline was tooooo sloww..we were falling asleep inside so decided to kick our butt off from the cinema and went to playground for some night chat =)

Though that's nothing so much special for you..but i just hope u like it,  my dear ♥♥ Happy Birthday!!!

Has been long~~

it has been so long that i didnt update my "diary" ..feel like so many things to share but just don't know where to start with...so i would like to share it with tons of pic *wink*

 i love bbq plaza =)

jacket that mummy bought for me :D

me with new hair colour..love it

mummy's homemade bun--yummy

rainbow on my leg

tissue that i love so much..and sei dog bought me another 5..muakz muakz

delicious cupcake from coffee bean....falling in love with the cakes there

set of coca-cola can glass from mcD

pitt pitt...i see u ;-)

cooling gel eye mask..often forget to bring bek =(

A blog with a mixed up form...ahahaha..everything's inside

Help..!!

Thought of uploading all those pictures and sharing what I had done in the semester break but end up either i couldn't find a time or i would rather spend the time to rest more. Although this is just only week 2...but i felt alot of stress and I am EXHAUSTED. actually I am not till too busy but its too hectic for me to start all these works just right after my break.Scary project is waiting for me now...better off  to gain more information =(

 share again the other time...xoxo...:D

sun on 27th...

Saw people talking about the sun in FB den after that saw a bunch of people outside my house, all the neighbors keep on looking at the sky. and we found that the sun is so wonderful ♥ * i cannot see it at first because its dazzling..after that mummy came out with her sunglasses....=) and we passed to aunties as well and that's what we saw  *

* thanks to chocobear...this picture i borrowed from her..a nice shot* ♥♥


some said it is the sign of the doomsday but i rather believe it as a miracle and its a good wan =) is it  indicating there's miracle  happening or God heard my voice? I hope that U will be get protected by the angel as like the sun got "protected" by the rainbow

* positive thinking is always a better wan *  wink wink ;-)

A wish....

 **NOthing much...I m not greedy....I just wish that it will  be fine...God...do you hear me?**

 

Thanks for everything....a truth paper..

Thanks for telling me the truth...now i knew i might be too harsh ..* give me some time to change and give me some time to suit my self cnt be too too straight for sometime*---> dont get me wrong ya..i will still be straight...but not too..if i accidentally said  something that hurt you i hope you to tell me but not to shoot me in a way that it shouldnt be =(  and left me being hurt disappointed without knowing what happened.

Thanks for hurting me....now i know u didn't mean it just i guess you talk in out of anger but you awake me of my mistakes..thanks * everyone has temper..i forgive you..hehe*



Thanks for being straight with me..although its quite hurt but its always the best way rather than keeping silence

Thanks for letting me know i cannot  afford to lose  you...

Thanks for giving me chance to turn into better one....I know where's my mistake in dealing in our relationship and i will try to improve it

and really sorry for being harsh..... I am really just out of good intention but i never thought that it could create a hard feeling on you..I really felt guilty for it... I hope you to forgive me too....=(

and i seriously hope you to be happy....


I seriously don't wish to see you get hurt once again....because I am hurt to see you get hurt as well..and I know you deserve better life after all those bad one.



and no offense .....i just wanna say that...actually you know what you want so much just you often don't want to accept the facts so you reject to face it.....and end up you dont know to say NO.

That's  the reasons  for why  I always feel like scolding you...to force you to face it...But really I　ＡＭ SORRY....maybe i just treat you so much as my family so wouldn't think much when talking to you..this is my fault... I really should have think of your feeling as well .... I will be more soft next time ya.=) ..* a soft soft fish *

p/s----> you are always my lovely sister...i really hope that this gonna be the last time..and we are allowed to angry because everyone have the right to make mistake and learn from it...but can we don't end up in a fight?
but in a cool way =)

I love you ♥

* and do let me know if you have any bad feeling out of this message.. its just a message that i wanna share with you..and i don't know  where's the place to express it out*

Bleeding...

Seriously my heart is bleeding right now...I am sorry if i said anything that hurt you but i just really hope that you learn from mistakes but not to hurt or to satirize or criticize you.



 BUt i just think that i dont have the right to say so much...and u even said that nobody cares for you..you hurt me even deeper by saying this...

If you said you failed in dealing with relationship ,
I am seriously fail in dealing with relationship of friends.

A bad ache in my head n heart...this will be a bad night for me ~~~

Done...

This sem the most important things that i got to do is to find company for my intership program in October ( if I able to pass this and next sem ) ok, I found some and also applied those job. Hopefully I can get any 1 of it orelse I will be thrown to duno which part in Msia =( =(

So what to do in this 3 weeks? No idea, start to feel a little boring actually. haiz...but still better than those life full of notes. just sleep and relax lo.wen free then lepak with my sei dog lo.

Tomorrow going for unexpected penang trip with the sei dog and king kong. They both pakat to pujuk me go and sumore curi curi said that I will go wan..herm herm...bad people. And sei dog even felt so happy because she can get gummies for that, duno whether she loves me or those gummies * jealous*. Memang sei dog betul...

hopefully tomorrow will be a wonderful trip lo =) =)

At last

At last my exam ends. I have already worked hard for it..although i didnt give 100% but i guess there's aso 70 80% of hardwork ad..so God please bless me this sem ya..i wanna go intern this year so badly..hopefully I can share my good news at the end of the month lo =) Time to relax and have a good sleep during this 2 weeks since i have been "eating" and "sleeping" with those notes for almost the whole month..

Hope to take care of my skin and cut down some weight too :D * my wish in every sem break but seems like not working lol *

* funny photo with my sis *

Good nitez everyone....pray for me so that i can score well this sem ya..hehe...

What a week..

suppose to be a study week and yet my exam starts on it and its 2 subjects in a day..

After that day, i felt a little relieved and get to rest for 2 days before my next exam =) so take a short time to write a short blog

The whole kampar get flooded after not even 2 hours rain *but there are nearly half n hour thunder continuously..its so scary----i still tought that doomsday coming soon :S *
However, the water is gone within an hour..how weird is it...

so now..continue to study... :'-)  huhuhuhu...i hate it

Pray for me ya..hopefully i can get better result this sem...


P/S::

I love this photo so much..the photo is left out from the ipoh trip's blog  =) they are my new good friends except the king kong tua..he even stood on his tiptoes so that he looked taller..*malunya**** hehe...
GAmbateh to everybody who facing or going to face their exam ya...:D

near and yet wonderful trip ♥♥

last friday we went to chenderong ( a small but warm village---> kp's hometown ) to eat "dou ma chit" ( somekind like pan min but dey cut it with knife if not mistaken ). the taste not bad..more like homecooking style with less ajinomoto...=) 

 we saw a bird nest and its egg fell on the king kong car..we only realised it after reaching kp house
1st we went to "chili saloon" to wait for the king kong. kp and her mum to get their hair done...and yet me and bk just keep on chatting there coz nothing to do..we have waited for more than an hour..aiyoyo..but luckily its still not too boring..after that we went for my favourite food ---->>>> SUSHI

akamomiji ♥♥ the food is nice and price is quite reasonable.. * its too delicious till 4gt to take photo-- and 1 photo is in kp hp* ...after trying so much of nice japanese food recently it make me felt that sushi king is not the best wan..hehe

There was a bar thinggy--which amost alike that owas shown in show of a japanese restaurant

This meal is treat by kp's mum..thanks ya aunty...*we insist to give her $ back but she dun wan--so we treat them karaok la  : D*

After that..king kong went to search for his shirt for his bro's wedding day..and i found sticky-- sei dog's favorite..so got her 1

Hope she likes it la...

after went to karaok with kp's mum aso...never think she is so nice coz the 1st impression of me towards her is a little bit cool..but after getting along with her..she is real nice and a hot mum ..

* big applause to aunty and melindaa(bk) especially--she really have a sweet voice..never know she could sing that well..wohoo*

o ya..and i didnt forget my big apple hehe..♥♥

for dinner time kp and her mum not joining us coz dey going to buy something..so theres wer 3 of us went..

DE GARDEN

Bought a packet of mee and grape juice from a korean shop..even the boss is real korean. i cnt und wat he said but i noe only he said no--beef--fu hehe...

after then went to wong kok for hong kong food ♥♥

Melindaa--haha...her name is bee khoon actually...

king kong is so focusing on wat to eat...fuiyoo

Xo fried rice...yummy

abalone cheese baked rice..soso..





hong kong sang min with fried mantis prawns...thumbs up ♥♥ its actually like wantan mee but its more springgy

forget the name of all those drinks...* ahma betul la me *

us with our food...* y i look so ugly and fat in this pic...credit to the king kong..worse technique ever..sigh*

okie..thats all for our trip..a real simple and enjoyable trip....:D

*kp still owe us a place..she promised to bring us to kellie's castle but we cnt make it that day..*
wanna noe more about kellie's castle...see here
http://www.perak.info/kinta/Kellie_Castle_Batu_Gajah.htm


theres some nice pic in kp hp..upload it after i get it lo =)