sun on 27th...

Saw people talking about the sun in FB den after that saw a bunch of people outside my house, all the neighbors keep on looking at the sky. and we found that the sun is so wonderful ♥ * i cannot see it at first because its dazzling..after that mummy came out with her sunglasses....=) and we passed to aunties as well and that's what we saw  *

* thanks to chocobear...this picture i borrowed from her..a nice shot* ♥♥


some said it is the sign of the doomsday but i rather believe it as a miracle and its a good wan =) is it  indicating there's miracle  happening or God heard my voice? I hope that U will be get protected by the angel as like the sun got "protected" by the rainbow

* positive thinking is always a better wan *  wink wink ;-)

A wish....

 **NOthing much...I m not greedy....I just wish that it will  be fine...God...do you hear me?**

 

Thanks for everything....a truth paper..

Thanks for telling me the truth...now i knew i might be too harsh ..* give me some time to change and give me some time to suit my self cnt be too too straight for sometime*---> dont get me wrong ya..i will still be straight...but not too..if i accidentally said  something that hurt you i hope you to tell me but not to shoot me in a way that it shouldnt be =(  and left me being hurt disappointed without knowing what happened.

Thanks for hurting me....now i know u didn't mean it just i guess you talk in out of anger but you awake me of my mistakes..thanks * everyone has temper..i forgive you..hehe*



Thanks for being straight with me..although its quite hurt but its always the best way rather than keeping silence

Thanks for letting me know i cannot  afford to lose  you...

Thanks for giving me chance to turn into better one....I know where's my mistake in dealing in our relationship and i will try to improve it

and really sorry for being harsh..... I am really just out of good intention but i never thought that it could create a hard feeling on you..I really felt guilty for it... I hope you to forgive me too....=(

and i seriously hope you to be happy....


I seriously don't wish to see you get hurt once again....because I am hurt to see you get hurt as well..and I know you deserve better life after all those bad one.



and no offense .....i just wanna say that...actually you know what you want so much just you often don't want to accept the facts so you reject to face it.....and end up you dont know to say NO.

That's  the reasons  for why  I always feel like scolding you...to force you to face it...But really I　ＡＭ SORRY....maybe i just treat you so much as my family so wouldn't think much when talking to you..this is my fault... I really should have think of your feeling as well .... I will be more soft next time ya.=) ..* a soft soft fish *

p/s----> you are always my lovely sister...i really hope that this gonna be the last time..and we are allowed to angry because everyone have the right to make mistake and learn from it...but can we don't end up in a fight?
but in a cool way =)

I love you ♥

* and do let me know if you have any bad feeling out of this message.. its just a message that i wanna share with you..and i don't know  where's the place to express it out*

Bleeding...

Seriously my heart is bleeding right now...I am sorry if i said anything that hurt you but i just really hope that you learn from mistakes but not to hurt or to satirize or criticize you.



 BUt i just think that i dont have the right to say so much...and u even said that nobody cares for you..you hurt me even deeper by saying this...

If you said you failed in dealing with relationship ,
I am seriously fail in dealing with relationship of friends.

A bad ache in my head n heart...this will be a bad night for me ~~~

Done...

This sem the most important things that i got to do is to find company for my intership program in October ( if I able to pass this and next sem ) ok, I found some and also applied those job. Hopefully I can get any 1 of it orelse I will be thrown to duno which part in Msia =( =(

So what to do in this 3 weeks? No idea, start to feel a little boring actually. haiz...but still better than those life full of notes. just sleep and relax lo.wen free then lepak with my sei dog lo.

Tomorrow going for unexpected penang trip with the sei dog and king kong. They both pakat to pujuk me go and sumore curi curi said that I will go wan..herm herm...bad people. And sei dog even felt so happy because she can get gummies for that, duno whether she loves me or those gummies * jealous*. Memang sei dog betul...

hopefully tomorrow will be a wonderful trip lo =) =)

At last

At last my exam ends. I have already worked hard for it..although i didnt give 100% but i guess there's aso 70 80% of hardwork ad..so God please bless me this sem ya..i wanna go intern this year so badly..hopefully I can share my good news at the end of the month lo =) Time to relax and have a good sleep during this 2 weeks since i have been "eating" and "sleeping" with those notes for almost the whole month..

Hope to take care of my skin and cut down some weight too :D * my wish in every sem break but seems like not working lol *

* funny photo with my sis *

Good nitez everyone....pray for me so that i can score well this sem ya..hehe...