A self promise =)

mummy just came back from Taiwan and sei dog is now in AUssie....ooowhhh...it makes me wanna fly so muchhhhhhhhh......okay..i am graduating in less than 6 months time...i promise myself to work hard so that i can at least fly to Taiwan by end of next year.... wanna grab lotsa masks and outfits as what mummy did...shop and eat like a boss....and she got me a CHANEL perfume...my 1st ever CHANEL product and plenty of hello kitty stuff...:D

I am for sure gonna fly and hopefully I can be stewardess as what I always dream to be.

Gambateh!!!  I am for sure gonna work out my self promise....i wont let myself down!!!!! Taiwan~Aussie~~ air stewardess~~ i will try my very very best to achieve these!!!! unless nobody want to take me in.....@@

the angel and devil~~~

okay...had just started the new semester and it is also my last one hopefully *pray*...got my result...better than what i expected :D

first day of the sem~~nothing much....felt bored and nearly fell asleep in the lecture..gotta wake up Geraldine...fight to the last min!!

and seriously i felt that was not being respected over a small matter.....its small but i still hope to gain some respect from others. I am not hoping people to ask for my opinion or anything..you can do whatever you want...you have the right definitely  but please...get me informed.....

aikz whatever shit was it....i will never let all these stupid stuff ruin my mood...had some chats with friends...sometimes it felt like gossiping but for me its more like sharing information...wahahhaa.....but of course not that to spread it everywhere....just to somebody you trusted. and what i understood from stories behind is that past is already past....but if you learned from past and do better now...you definitely still deserve to be trusted....but if you dont....thats no way out i will ever trust u again.....however, sometimes humans are kinda like in conflict situation all the time....everyone persist with the quote "be myself" but do everyone can accept "yourself??".......so things that always come to my minds were that :

• if i always please others...what about myself?
• how much ability i can to please others?
• what is the extend i can please others?
• if i please others, will others try to please me?
• if i were to make myself happy, i might as well make some people to be unhappy with me
• is it good to think about others more than own self?
• is it selfish to think more to own benefits?
• in certain conditions, what kinds of act are considered good or vice versa?

I have always having all this kinda conflict....sometimes i even get so confused that i have no idea to justify the right or wrong...... frankly, i need someone to guide me but who can they be?
at the moment i just think that, maybe to be with people that think from the same points of views are the best way to cut down the conflict...

Price tag~

Its not about the money money money~~ but in the real work its kinda like bullshit...money is not the most important but we can do nothing without money....

erm erm....sounds so materialistic but what to do...this f***ing real world that thought us all these since we were young.... There's none ugly woman but lazy one....HOWEVER!!! what we need to get all those stuff?? its about money matter again....

okie...gonna complete several stuff within these few months...my mission before going interview:

• get colour lens
• skincare (toner,moisturizer, essence)
• some outfits
• some cosmetics perhaps?
• wanna go at least a near trip after i graduate xD 

there's the life of a poor girl...keep counting money though i seriously dont like to....

will the money drop from the sky xD

 Sometimes i might just think that use first plan later so that i will be more happier :D *but but for the sake of everything...saving money at least a little penny also is a must*

A stubborn old princess

daddy already went back half an hour ago....though not much to talk to him sometimes but somehow i feel so warm with his existence....so I am having kinda weird feeling right now...daddy mummy not around =(  I am wondering how am I going to survive oversea next time without them by my side...Kampar still near therefore I still can adapt with it..what if Singapore? how often can I go home?? =(( I am gonna be homesick.....i wanna stick with daddy mummy and be a daddy mummy girl...can I? :'(

another day~~

another day without mummy:
my activities were exactly the same like what other mothers doing...tired~~ I am not a good mother after all..LOLL....feel like reading some english book but there's none at home..might sneak out to popular tomorrow to get one if can :D

okie...was awake since 5+ i think i need a mask to make sure my face wont look like what a typical mum do...(except my mum--she's hot..wahahah)

okie..time for mask...NARUKO masks seriously make me feel so comfy :D either the rose one or the 红薏仁 suit me sooooo freaking well...and not to forget about the 红薏仁 night jelly, i even used it sometimes as moisturizer in the day time as it really made my skin feel so delicate

phewwww time for mask :D

Everything starts from the very first~~

16/5/2012
For the first time:

• Mummy leaving us and going Taiwan 
• she took midnight train ( or first time take train since after like don't know how many years)
• she going for tour ( oversea...pity my mummy, she sacrifice everything for the family, time, money,efforts)
• we were left at home with daddy for first few days following by uncle next few days
• we ate wantan mee in cashier market at 325am ( supper? breakfast?)

• i gotto take care of the whole family

 * so many first time for mummy today :D hopefully she will be happy with the trip so as my grandma....* :D :D

I know its kinda be hard without mummy at home ( we always know how great is she, just we don't know to appreciate her when she's around...haha) ....I am the eldest and i will make everything fine !!! I am a big girl now ( hopefully i can...*oops* )

My beloved family.......

the ugly duckling :D

went for photoshooting yesterday and most of the outcomes really surprised me....the best of me i have seen ..haha

* my next target is to work on my skin to have better complexion...trying new products * :D

Life stages~~

 Just end my last paper for this sem...seeing many people posted on facebook that they are graduating...what about me =( another sem to go...which means less friends will be with me.....feel so sad to see everyone's leaving...at the meantime feel happy for them too..wish them all the best

Though I keep on complaining about Kampar but just in a blink of eye....I had already spent 4 years here....

 I am already 22 by now...and there were so many stages that I myself had gone through

• stayed in Kangar with grandparents till i was 12
• shift back taiping and stayed till 17 ( recalling secondary school memories)
• worked in genting for 3 months...stayed with daddy ( owhhh nice working experience)
• there here I come...Kampar....yea...though i still have 1 more sem to go...i started to miss everything here....my bed my room my friends...my University.....food, aunty, i know its kinda stupid as I used to have tonnes of complains on them...but what to do...THATS ME!!! ( this sem is (or was i should say) the most hectic yet enjoyable sem..i felt like I totally utilized my status as a U student...basketball, badminton, assignments, yamcha, short trip.....just too many things ... feel so reluctant when i think I am about to leave soon.......

yaya and wendy---> miss u la

our hsemate--> leaving soon =(

my sweetie =( hope to see you soon yea!!

leaving 4 of us nx sem.....

I missed this moment so mucchhhh!

 

kecik miao

• next destination--> unknown...hopefully I can achieve my dream.....

wuwuwuwu~~~ I missed all my friends and places so muchhie.....hopefully u all will remember once upon a time..there's a girl namely Geraldine existed in your life before =) 

* best of luck for those who are graduating.....:D