first day of the sem~~nothing much....felt bored and nearly fell asleep in the lecture..gotta wake up Geraldine...fight to the last min!!
and seriously i felt that was not being respected over a small matter.....its small but i still hope to gain some respect from others. I am not hoping people to ask for my opinion or anything..you can do whatever you want...you have the right definitely but please...get me informed.....
aikz whatever shit was it....i will never let all these stupid stuff ruin my mood...had some chats with friends...sometimes it felt like gossiping but for me its more like sharing information...wahahhaa.....but of course not that to spread it everywhere....just to somebody you trusted. and what i understood from stories behind is that past is already past....but if you learned from past and do better now...you definitely still deserve to be trusted....but if you dont....thats no way out i will ever trust u again.....however, sometimes humans are kinda like in conflict situation all the time....everyone persist with the quote "be myself" but do everyone can accept "yourself??".......so things that always come to my minds were that :
- if i always please others...what about myself?
- how much ability i can to please others?
- what is the extend i can please others?
- if i please others, will others try to please me?
- if i were to make myself happy, i might as well make some people to be unhappy with me
- is it good to think about others more than own self?
- is it selfish to think more to own benefits?
- in certain conditions, what kinds of act are considered good or vice versa?
at the moment i just think that, maybe to be with people that think from the same points of views are the best way to cut down the conflict...
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