Am i a bitchhhh?

I was wondering m i just being too small-minded or the truth is so.... only U will know. too many times of coincidence really hard to be convincing after all.

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这一科真的好讨厌！ 我背得头要爆了，泻了两次。以为麦叔叔可以为我解压， 巧克力也吃了可是我头还是痛得很。 现在已经紧张，唱歌， 爆食 。。。无效。试一下写日记 =（ 很快，明天很快就过。 可是成绩呢？=（

继续背书去T。T 好想大哭并放弃， 可是我知道我不能~~~！！

*加油吧自己！！！*

what if..

How fine it gonna be if things were like today for everyday. sometimes less of consideration might explode into some bigger relationship problems. and That's what i trying to make myself be in my quote " humans are born differently in nature how else moderate tolerate and consideration would work everything out" and i need some from others as well as my toleration still have limits at times.

 i used to be one with less consideration and toleration as well when i was young but i know i am improving and wish to improve more

despite the annoying part, as time passes, i seriously feel kinda reluctant to leave this small little town that i used to say i hate but i had live here for more than 4 years and the days i were here were much longer than i were in Taiping. gonna say goodbye soon :'-(  

I had gone through my both my good and hard time here, sweet and bitter memories and no matter what they were, indeed it made me grow into a stronger person as it makes me realize that i can't be so simple minded and acted like a pampered kid anymore. 

* i just wish to be a better girl with less confusion in myself-- i hate being influenced so easily*

get me out of hereeeeee!

This is my final semester and i know i will  miss here much after i left but now there's something that make me feel so annoying and kinda irritating...i wanna get out of here so much ..right now!!!