what if..

How fine it gonna be if things were like today for everyday. sometimes less of consideration might explode into some bigger relationship problems. and That's what i trying to make myself be in my quote " humans are born differently in nature how else moderate tolerate and consideration would work everything out" and i need some from others as well as my toleration still have limits at times.

 i used to be one with less consideration and toleration as well when i was young but i know i am improving and wish to improve more

despite the annoying part, as time passes, i seriously feel kinda reluctant to leave this small little town that i used to say i hate but i had live here for more than 4 years and the days i were here were much longer than i were in Taiping. gonna say goodbye soon :'-(  

I had gone through my both my good and hard time here, sweet and bitter memories and no matter what they were, indeed it made me grow into a stronger person as it makes me realize that i can't be so simple minded and acted like a pampered kid anymore. 

* i just wish to be a better girl with less confusion in myself-- i hate being influenced so easily*