Monday blue~~

Another lonely night in Kampar...alot things to do yet i don't feel like doing anything.
crazy enough to play basketball in the rain last night and what comes to my mind is that, I am going to miss Kampar definitely when I leave...its not because of the place itself but is of every single memory I had here...the sweet, bitter, sad, frust, stress and whatever it was.....and the most important thing is that, I found some true friends....However, we found each other kinda late...or should say we met early but we did not have to chance to realize that we are the real friends gang....and yet we are gonna be apart soon =(  I am over-excited about the photo shooting now because I knew that's the best and only way to retain our memories in UTAR.

os: I love u guys...no matter how rare we going to meet up and contact with each other , I rest assured u guys will stay in my mind...FOREVER....just because u guys gave me the best days in U life.

This is just so me ~~

When i am being good to someone, i really mean it...though anything unfavorable matter happened in between--> after whining throwing out (limited to ears of best friends)-> forget and continue as friends

when i am angry i really mean it as well.....no matter how you gonna fix it, it will still leave my heart with a scar...no more turning back. can be better but not the best as we did. --> only refer to certain cases which i really got hurt seriously..or disappointed to the max. i will whine will throw out ( limited to ears of best friends as well)--> but won't forget in a short period of time-> hi-bye friend or no friend

This is just so me....i seriously admit that my EQ is so damn low. but i guess this is just a way to identify who is the real friends of mine...if they are one of it, they wouldn't hurt or disappoint me to the extend level.